Monster mode 1

We came home late last night, it's ten o' clock, kinds of late for naya's bed time. I helped naya brushing her teeth before changing her cloth. Been telling her many times, but again she spitted water onto the mirror, it's my mistake this time, suddenly I spilled water from the cup onto her face. What's in my mind, just wanna teach her a lesson, but it wasn't the time. She started crying and beging me for a cup "I wanna spill water on you mommy", I quickly hid the cup, and naya has gone crazy, screaming, yelling and throwing things. . .

I was feeling so bad and kept quite for a while, pardorn tried to help me out from the situation, not a chance, she wasn't stop. I gotta finish it myself, I brought her back to the rest room, and try to cool her down.

Unfortunately, my little monster dump trash in my bathtub, oh ! out of my mind, I pulled her down and spanked her twice. . . She called me "bad mom" (แม่ใจร้าย). Poor me, another mistake, I then gave her a cup to spill water on me, just to comfort her coz I cann't think of anything else.

During changing her cloth, I started telling her the story with tear running down on my face. "Since I am a bad mom (as you said) and not good enough to raise a good child, the witch will come at night and take mommy away. If you got up in the morning, and couldn't find me, stay with daddy and find a new mom."

Naya walked to me and cried, she then hugged me and said "I love you mommy, I don't want a new mom, and I don't want the witch to take you away". I wispered to her, say good bye to momy, we might not seeing each other again tomorrow, and I will be so sad, love you baby (this is kind of really bad mom, pardorn said).

I then got her to bed, Pardorn was waiting there and observed. Last moment before she fell in sleep, naya sobbingly told her dad "watch out the witch and save momy tonight".

Woooo . . . What a nightmare ? ? ? I wish the monster mode 2 will never come.